Minggu, 09 Oktober 2011

Pretty Much Done

pretty much tired
pretty much broken.


Why can't you realize?

It's been a while. You promised me like you'd never break it anymore, and what? Why did you make it so clear when in the end you'd do the same? I wanted to see you and you didn't even have time. You wanted to see me and I even had so many times. When you were sick, I felt worried. I admit that I was busy and I still had time. "apa sih yg nggak buat lo, selagi gue bisa kasih dan itu wajar untuk dikasih?"

A conversation about the girl and the boy who have been in a relationship for about 19 months.

G: "I miss you."
B: "I miss you too."
G: "When was the last time we met?"
B: "Idk, about 2 weeks ago."
G: "When will we meet?"
B: "If we both have time."
G: "Do you have time for me?"
B: "Idk, but I'll try then." *he actually doesn't*

1 week later

B: "Does this Sunday fit you?"
G: "For what?"
B: "I don't go anywhere and I decide to come to your house."
G: "Idk, daddy asked me to visit Thousand Islands. But I probably won't follow him."
B: "Why?"
G: "You said you wanted to come?"
B: "Oh, yes. Tell me later if you have time."
G: "I always have."
B: "Ok."

2 days later

G: "I miss you so much. Really."
B: "Me too."
G: "When will we meet? Next week?" (this girl tests his boy if he remembers or not)
B: "Yes.."
G: (with a broken heart) "Too lame.. I miss you already"
B: "Me too." (he keeps saying same thing)

The next morning

G: "Hi. Good morning."
B: "Morning, sweety."
G: "Morning"
B: "Morning."
G: "I miss you so much, and I wanna meet you. It's like, it's just me who really wants to meet and you.. don't."
B: "Godness, I wanna meet you too"
G: "Do you have time for me?"
B: "I don't know but I try I'll always have"
G: "I asked do you have time for me?"
B: "I tried, and actually I don't"
G: (sighing) (refrain herself to cry) "That's actually I wanted to hear from you.."
B: "But I keep trying, hey listen......."
G: "Why do you never understand what I want?" (began to cry) "I have never asked you for the things I think you can't do.."
B: "Well I'm sorry"
G: "I don't wanna get hurt anymore for the another time.."
B: "Yes, I understand"
G: "I won't turn on this phone, really."
G: "If you miss me, do it by your own."
B: "Why?! You don't love me?"
G: "Idk. Bye."


If you were the girl, what would you feel?
And if you were the boy, what would you do?